It's been almost a year since i entered college.
I'm currently in semester 3.
In the beginning of college, i have some difficulties making friends.
Due that most of them are mandarin educated, so they speak mandarin a lot.
Compare to me, i am english educated.
So, it's pretty difficult for me to communicate with them.
During my school days, i don't give a damn about my mandarin class.
I really hate mandarin, seriously.
It's because their words is so complicated. Strokes here, strokes there.
Makes me go Crazy, yo!
From since semester 1, I have never went out with my college friends to watch movie till when i meet Shue Yin, Janet, Vivian, Yong Jee, Nic, Cj, Zi Han and others in semester 3. (sorry if i miss any of you)
They accepted me even we have difficulties communicating to each other. They teach me mandarin, and i teach them cantonese and english. So, we're learning from each other every time we talk.
Before meeting them, i always feel regretted taking this course due to no friends that makes my life so boring and also feeling very demotivated to continue this course.
But thanks to you guys, you all change my bad perception to a better one.
Once again, thank you so much all =D
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
Doesn't even exist
Define the word FOREVER.
was it everlasting?
I don't think the word forever even exist because it won't last.
was it everlasting?
I don't think the word forever even exist because it won't last.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
What am i doing?
After all you had done.
Lying, breaking promises and such.
I'm always still missing you.
I regretted that i suggest to break all contacts.
I wanted to apologize and jst be friends.
A friend to help her with her problems.
But, i couldn't say it to her.
Everytime i look at her profile, blog or just her.
I just have this hatred towards her automatically.
Seriously, i really want to help u with your problems.
Sorry that now i couldn't face you and tell you that anymore.
We're just nobody to each other now.
The past stay as memories,
Memories to be kept,
As treasure.
I'm glad that i have a friend that understands me too.
Since he have experience it before.
I'm not gona delete this blog since this blog has been following me for so long.
This blog contains so much memories with my friends and problems.
Deleting it, it's like running away from problems.
You taught me not to run away from problems, but you're doing it.
No matter what, fact will always be a fact. It's time to face it.
Need to change background and such for the blog.
But due that i have not blog for so long,
i've forgotten how to change it and such.
Mind to help me out somebody?
Lying, breaking promises and such.
I'm always still missing you.
I regretted that i suggest to break all contacts.
I wanted to apologize and jst be friends.
A friend to help her with her problems.
But, i couldn't say it to her.
Everytime i look at her profile, blog or just her.
I just have this hatred towards her automatically.
Seriously, i really want to help u with your problems.
Sorry that now i couldn't face you and tell you that anymore.
We're just nobody to each other now.
The past stay as memories,
Memories to be kept,
As treasure.
I'm glad that i have a friend that understands me too.
Since he have experience it before.
I'm not gona delete this blog since this blog has been following me for so long.
This blog contains so much memories with my friends and problems.
Deleting it, it's like running away from problems.
You taught me not to run away from problems, but you're doing it.
No matter what, fact will always be a fact. It's time to face it.
Need to change background and such for the blog.
But due that i have not blog for so long,
i've forgotten how to change it and such.
Mind to help me out somebody?
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Random
Holidays almost over.
Happy moments, sad moments, dissapointing moments, getting hurt moments, and many more.
Time really flies with just a blink of an eye.
Things that i never appreciated is gone.
Act as if i know everything without thinking twice.
But thats what she wanted.
Have you ever come across with any mother, that love to cage up her daughter till she has very limited freedom even though she's 18 now? Making her child know very little of the outside world due to studies. A mom that scolds her childs in front of their relative because of just minor problems? A mother that says she's independent to go overseas and study, if she's independent, why isn't the mom giving any independent to her in relationship? At first, her mom promise her that she is able to have a bf after SPM. Later after SPM, her mom say she never say those words and promise her again to let her have bf after college. Now her college is over, her mom again say she never say those words and promise her she can have a bf after uni. So, was all those a lie? Whats next? after her career? then after work? This is bullshit.. Not to mention, a mom threatening her child indirectly to make her child feel guilty without the child realizing it, since it's her mom.
Happy moments, sad moments, dissapointing moments, getting hurt moments, and many more.
Time really flies with just a blink of an eye.
Things that i never appreciated is gone.
Act as if i know everything without thinking twice.
But thats what she wanted.
Have you ever come across with any mother, that love to cage up her daughter till she has very limited freedom even though she's 18 now? Making her child know very little of the outside world due to studies. A mom that scolds her childs in front of their relative because of just minor problems? A mother that says she's independent to go overseas and study, if she's independent, why isn't the mom giving any independent to her in relationship? At first, her mom promise her that she is able to have a bf after SPM. Later after SPM, her mom say she never say those words and promise her again to let her have bf after college. Now her college is over, her mom again say she never say those words and promise her she can have a bf after uni. So, was all those a lie? Whats next? after her career? then after work? This is bullshit.. Not to mention, a mom threatening her child indirectly to make her child feel guilty without the child realizing it, since it's her mom.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Happy Anniversary, Darling! 1000th Day Together!
It's been quite some time eversince i've blog.
Today would be my very special day that i have to blog about. (thought it's kinda short)
It's been 1000th days, almost 3 years we have been together.
Overcoming problems we have when we're having fights and such.
Sweet times that we treasure and spend together..
I Love You so much and Missing you So much!!
Year 2007
Year 2008
Year 2009
Happy Anniversary, Sweetie =)
Love you lots
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Stacks
Stacks? What's that? lol~
I know (again) i've been neglecting my blog for super duper duper long.
So, i'm gona simplify here really short =P
Bon Odori
It's my first time going to Bon Odori event in Malaysia. It was fun! (partly) My friends(gramps, howard, shawn, yong sean, felicia, kee yong, and my sista! daphne) and i went there like 2 hours late? Due to some reason... Was really hungry, eat really little just because i want to try the food stalls in Bon Odori but it was a FAILURE! (partly again) Well, it was a disaster. It's so super crowded!! But i manage to try Yakitori, Shoyu Ramen, Yakisoba + Soya Bean (It's a set), and a can of beer =D The place was filled with humans and smoke! (because of the barbeque food to feed us humans =D) After of breathing such a nice air that filled with smoke, my throat and nose itch like MAD everynight i sleep these days =.= omg...!! suffer. Oh yeah, i forgot. I never got the chance to join the dance T_T sob sob! TOTAL WASTED. Oh yeah, did i mention that i was pretty dissapointed after the event end. Everybody throws stuff all over. It was so freaking dirty!!! Can't they throw it in the dustbin =.= Will post the picture about it when i'm feeling it =P seriously, it's such a disgrace. What typical Malaysians. Know how to have fun but don't know how to take care of other things such as the enviroment. Anyway, bought stuff for poor dear who cant go wif me to the event (she too hardworking for her exam and dump me T.T) and delivered it to her home. Glad she liked the balloon....she sounded so cute, like a 3 yr old...lol
Jog For Hope
I've attend a 6km jog yesterday at Taylors Hartamas, dear's college. Tiring yet satisfying. Try waking up at 4.10 a.m, but failed. Then set alarm at 4.50 a.m. ALSO FAIL to wake up. Then atlast, i woke up at 5 a.m =D! Woke my brother up then fetch Jamie. Waited Wei Zhong in the carpark because he got lost =.=! Oh well, can't help it since he has no sense of direction =P ahahahha! The jog starts at 8 a.m sharp for 9km. Wei Zhong and my brother took part in 9km because they're in the open category. The reason Wei Zhong is not in the 6km jog is because he is not frm Taylor's college. lol. Then for 6km, starts at 8.05 a.m if not mistaken. It was super tiring eventhough i walk more than i jog because they have a lot of high hills! omg.. tired -.- but i manage to catch up with alot ppl in the last 1km. =D
After the whole thing finish, have to fetch my brother's gf, then fetch Jamie, who also attended the jog, back home. Oh yea, dear did join my family for lunch =) my mother gave her quite a portion of rice. dear's plate was so CLEAN even though she say she cannot finish it and wanted to give some rice to me. Hahahah! She must be starving for my mom's delicious cooking XD. After finish lunch, watch television and drink some sparkling juice. Don't know wha kind it is but it's delicious. Dear's whole body shakes abit when she took her first sip on the sparkling juice because it was kinda sour. HAHAHHA! It was funny to see her reaction.(She's gonna kill me for saying this XP)
First Semester (FINISHED!)
Last week i have having my finals. I apologize people that was trying to talk to me in msn but i always tell them sorry, i'm busy, talk to you tomorrow and such because i was busy studying. Especially Jamie =(. Sorry..And dear, don't say I don choi u ok.... U are theVIP I let to talk to me during this period -.-. Now my examinations is over, i'm on my 2 weeks holiday! Woohooo!! atlast, i can get my rest fully! Exams was kinda okay okay. Just kinda worried about my Microeconomics and Accounting. I am also quite worried about my English because this is my first time i get so low for my oral exam and presentation. All of us suspect that our english lecturer is a bias teacher because the marks she gave for the 2nd, 3rd and 4th class was really low except for the first class. There is some students that get pretty low marks in the first class but it was not as many as the 2nd, 3rd and 4th class! Omg... even my friends was kinda surprise that they got their marks pretty low for the first freaking time and i thought my english lecturer was a pretty fair lecturer but i guess she was not anymore. Hope i can KILL her now =.= sigh!!!
I know (again) i've been neglecting my blog for super duper duper long.
So, i'm gona simplify here really short =P
Bon Odori
It's my first time going to Bon Odori event in Malaysia. It was fun! (partly) My friends(gramps, howard, shawn, yong sean, felicia, kee yong, and my sista! daphne) and i went there like 2 hours late? Due to some reason... Was really hungry, eat really little just because i want to try the food stalls in Bon Odori but it was a FAILURE! (partly again) Well, it was a disaster. It's so super crowded!! But i manage to try Yakitori, Shoyu Ramen, Yakisoba + Soya Bean (It's a set), and a can of beer =D The place was filled with humans and smoke! (because of the barbeque food to feed us humans =D) After of breathing such a nice air that filled with smoke, my throat and nose itch like MAD everynight i sleep these days =.= omg...!! suffer. Oh yeah, i forgot. I never got the chance to join the dance T_T sob sob! TOTAL WASTED. Oh yeah, did i mention that i was pretty dissapointed after the event end. Everybody throws stuff all over. It was so freaking dirty!!! Can't they throw it in the dustbin =.= Will post the picture about it when i'm feeling it =P seriously, it's such a disgrace. What typical Malaysians. Know how to have fun but don't know how to take care of other things such as the enviroment. Anyway, bought stuff for poor dear who cant go wif me to the event (she too hardworking for her exam and dump me T.T) and delivered it to her home. Glad she liked the balloon....she sounded so cute, like a 3 yr old...lol
Jog For Hope
I've attend a 6km jog yesterday at Taylors Hartamas, dear's college. Tiring yet satisfying. Try waking up at 4.10 a.m, but failed. Then set alarm at 4.50 a.m. ALSO FAIL to wake up. Then atlast, i woke up at 5 a.m =D! Woke my brother up then fetch Jamie. Waited Wei Zhong in the carpark because he got lost =.=! Oh well, can't help it since he has no sense of direction =P ahahahha! The jog starts at 8 a.m sharp for 9km. Wei Zhong and my brother took part in 9km because they're in the open category. The reason Wei Zhong is not in the 6km jog is because he is not frm Taylor's college. lol. Then for 6km, starts at 8.05 a.m if not mistaken. It was super tiring eventhough i walk more than i jog because they have a lot of high hills! omg.. tired -.- but i manage to catch up with alot ppl in the last 1km. =D
After the whole thing finish, have to fetch my brother's gf, then fetch Jamie, who also attended the jog, back home. Oh yea, dear did join my family for lunch =) my mother gave her quite a portion of rice. dear's plate was so CLEAN even though she say she cannot finish it and wanted to give some rice to me. Hahahah! She must be starving for my mom's delicious cooking XD. After finish lunch, watch television and drink some sparkling juice. Don't know wha kind it is but it's delicious. Dear's whole body shakes abit when she took her first sip on the sparkling juice because it was kinda sour. HAHAHHA! It was funny to see her reaction.(She's gonna kill me for saying this XP)
First Semester (FINISHED!)
Last week i have having my finals. I apologize people that was trying to talk to me in msn but i always tell them sorry, i'm busy, talk to you tomorrow and such because i was busy studying. Especially Jamie =(. Sorry..And dear, don't say I don choi u ok.... U are theVIP I let to talk to me during this period -.-. Now my examinations is over, i'm on my 2 weeks holiday! Woohooo!! atlast, i can get my rest fully! Exams was kinda okay okay. Just kinda worried about my Microeconomics and Accounting. I am also quite worried about my English because this is my first time i get so low for my oral exam and presentation. All of us suspect that our english lecturer is a bias teacher because the marks she gave for the 2nd, 3rd and 4th class was really low except for the first class. There is some students that get pretty low marks in the first class but it was not as many as the 2nd, 3rd and 4th class! Omg... even my friends was kinda surprise that they got their marks pretty low for the first freaking time and i thought my english lecturer was a pretty fair lecturer but i guess she was not anymore. Hope i can KILL her now =.= sigh!!!
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